equivalent trade;

Awhile ago;
I was so happy.
Joy overflowing and spilling onto the floor.
Love bubbling and waiting to be expressed.

Then I was scared.

There's happiness; because there is the absence of it.

There's sadness.

Right now;
I'm scared.
Paranoia crashing down on me in hurting waves.
Chills running up and down my shaking frame.

If only I could exchange with you some happiness,
When you were sad.

If only we could connect, and balance out all our opposing feelings.

Then I'd feel more secure.
I'd feel like I was standing on solid ground.

- but then, I'd only be feeling the same every time.

Should we take the risk of having roller coaster emotions then?
What say you :)